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Broadening Horizons...

It's been over a year since I posted on this blog.

My biggest (very recent) news is that I came out to my boyfriend as a bisexual.

We decided to look for a lovely lady to join us at some point in the future. I was very disappointed in the selection of local and national personals websites. I understand their reasoning for charging for certain things, but charging for EVERYTHING? Most sites charged to email people, but there were a couple that charged to even just look at profiles.

I hope we will be able to find someone...as I've stated previously here, it's good to think outside the box when it comes to relationships.

I just want to scream...

HELP ME!

Can't you see I'm in trouble?

Can't you see I need support?

Can't you see I hate myself?

Can't you see I wish I was dead sometimes?

No.

Because everyone is blind.

Crutch-less?

With my obsessions with both food and alcohol, I often wonder...can anyone make it through life without a crutch?

Relationships

I have been thinking a lot about different types of relationships.

Is it reasonable to expect to get everything you need from one lifelong relationship? Is it better to be a serial monogamist? Or is it better to be a polygamist? Or polyamorist (sp)?

I think people shy away from polygamy and polyamory because they are afraid. Afraid of jealousy. What if "Bob" loves "Sue" more than he loves me? What if "Jane" loves "John" more than she loves me?

I don't really think it's about the amount of love bestowed upon each person, but rather the type of love. Bob may love Sue for her sense of humor and practicality - but he may love Jane for her spontaneity and ability to make him feel at ease even in a crowd of people. Jane may love John for his kindness and intelligence - but she may love Bob for his common sense and love of the outdoors.

People should learn not to fear different relationships - whether it's heterosexual, homosexual, monogamous, or polygamous. People love people in many different ways, and that just seems to be the way it is!

Not so observant

She walked into the room.

But no one noticed her.

It wasn't that she was ordinary. Her hair was a unique mixture of red, brown, and blonde. Her eyes looked like sunflowers in a green field. She walked with her back straight, but her eyes were occasionally cast down. She walked around the room, observing the people who did not observe her.

No one noticed her.

Did it matter to her that she seemed isolated in a room full of people? No. She wondered why she should have to change so that her personality would blend well with those around her. Why should she change when they did not have to?

And still no one noticed her.

But she did not care.

She did not need to people to notice her because she noticed herself.

There's nothing worse...

...than feeling like you don't belong anywhere.

Except maybe the feeling that people just put up with you because they feel like they have to.